Did you see the Epsom Passion play on Friday?
Wasn’t it great?
You probably don’t recognise me without the beard
Certainly a lot of people did not recognise me with it. I stood on a tube train next to a friend whom I have known well for 15 years and he did not recognise me. It was quite fun. Until my wife got back from the US and asked me to remove it as soon as Friday was done.
And somewhat reluctantly I shaved it off – it had served its purpose – to make a corpulent 21st Century Anglo-Saxon corporate financier look a little more like a 1st century Palestinian Jew, indeed the Messiah.
Our vicar, Nick, had said it added gravitas – which clearly I otherwise lack and whatever I may have gained in gravitas – I have now lost. At any rate life is a little less interesting and a lot less itchy.
But it had served another purpose because it had brought home to me one of the features of John’s account of the resurrection and its focus on Mary Magdalene and her failure to recognise the risen Christ.
Early on the first day of the week, while it was still dark … Mary Magdalene comes to the tomb.
Perhaps it is because it is dark that Mary does not recognise him?
While it is still dark.
This is the line of scripture which is used to justify the Easter Vigil Holy Saturday
I have never been very sure about this
Saturday seems too early – surely it should be on Sunday morning (‘the first day of the week’)
There is something particularly strange – oddly numinous, dissonant – about a whole day without Christ in the world
But then we had the Maundy Thursday readings at Morning Prayer on Monday
We had the Passion readings including the crucifixion on Palm Sunday
We had a cross put up in church on Maundy Thursday evening
Friday’s Passion play went beyond the events of Good Friday all the way to ‘Thine be the Glory’ and the resurrection in case people are left too upset by the crucifixion, or could not wait for Sunday or perhaps don’t know how the story ends.
And what of these anachronisms – do they matter?
They cause a kind of dissonance that reminds me of the dissonance in music that we learned about in the Second Thoughts evening that Adrian and Paul led. The dissonance which makes us pay attention and take notice – they inform other events to which they perfectly and imperfectly relate.
Like the dissonance in our stations of the cross – the juxtaposition of childish figures with very grown up suffering. These figures are childlike but not childish – somewhat in the manner of the dolls which social workers use to help talk to abused children, the doll-like forms reveal real suffering. They remind us that there are children suffering, somewhere every day.
Not least the suffering of 20 or so children in Syria who, while these stations have stood here, have died an agonising death poisoned with sarin gas.
Like the dissonance between the stations themselves and the much older memorials to much more recent deaths which adorn out walls – it forced me to look at these and read them for the first time.
Like the dissonance between the person who broke into my car parked in the church car park at St Barnabas and the fact that I was inside celebrating the resurrection of our Lord inside – perhaps this was my punishment for attending an Easter vigil on Holy Saturday and not only that, but in a neighbouring parish!
When Adrian invited us to bring our sins and our prayers to join with the sufferings of Jesus on the cross on good Friday, I was reminded that somewhere in someone’s life it is still dark.
Like the focus which our celebration of a Seder meal put upon the Passover – which we learned has at its heart not looking back to the escape from Egypt but looking forward to a new freedom, a fresh liberation that is needed for each generation
That somewhere in someone’s life right now there is a person like Mary Magdalene, recognising Jesus as her risen saviour for the first time
Somewhere a new Christian – in fact many Christians are being baptised anew, knowing Christ for the first time – somewhere it is Christmas
And for someone somewhere it is a day of suffering and death – it is good Friday.
So in all of these dissonant relationships where is the resolution?
Well it seems to me that for God there is no time, and so the timing is not important – that time does not matter
This is a hidden feature of John’s Gospel – where we have repetition of key themes throughout the Gospel – not least of light and dark – and a repeated deconstruction of the Eucharist between the sayings ‘I am the bread of life’ and I am the bringer of ‘the living water’. Where things happen oddly and out of time – Cena which prefigures the Eucharist is the first miracle yet there is no bread and wine at the last supper.
When there is no time then what we have to do is to live and act in the present
That we find harmony and resolution by focussing on some of the notes in life and not others.
By appreciating what is good.
This is the practice which we now call mindfulness, but which has been practiced for centuries by Christians in the saying of daily prayers of thanksgiving and, in particular, in the celebration of the festivals and none more so than this great festival of Easter.
We find a sense of meaning not through having a direction, a target in time – but rather through the relationships which we have now – right now – in relation to one another and to God
The importance of this is that it is what we do now which matters – it is the culmination of all of our past and the cause of all of our future.
This is why John does not wait for the sun to rise
The Easter story is that that the light shines while it is still dark – that the light shines out of the darkness.
That Jesus is here when we recognise him and when we do not
And the time for us to proclaim the light of Christ is indeed now, while it is still dark
Walking down Epsom High Street carrying the cross – I imagined Jesus stumbling through Jerusalem – people shouting insults from the side-lines
Having watched his friends let him down, he must have felt – as I did – terribly alone.
On the cross, as the pain intensified, as he waited in vain for God to save him. He must have felt even more alone.
But that is because we only see a part of the picture
Had I but looked back I would have seen a thousand people following me
Were Jesus able to look back he would be able to not thousands, nor even millions but billions of people following him
He would have been able to see us here to today following on almost 2,000 years later
We who are about to share this Eucharist this morning – some of us for the first time – we who in Peter’s words from Acts ‘were chosen by God as witnesses, and who ate and drank with him after he rose from the dead.’
We see only unclearly – in Paul’s words – ‘through a glass darkly’ – because it is still dark
But in that darkness a light has shone out and continues to shine and that light is the light of Christ.
We are called to be witnesses to that light – to recognise him – to call him out – to make him known to others as Mary did.
We are also called to follow him every day in the procession – the procession which leads to the cross – to follow him to Calvary, to the tomb and ultimately, in a final resolution of the dissonance which is our lives, to a resolution with the Father of all, our creator.
But today, on this great day, we are called to follow him who came eating and drinking
To eat and drink in his honour and to celebrate his glorious resurrection.
Sermon given by Rev’d Christopher Hancock St Martin’s Epsom, 10:00 Eucharist Easter Sunday, 16th April 2017